Thirty Days
I guess he always knew what I
could do in just thirty days,
That’s why he controlled me and
kept me in fear; so I wouldn’t get away.

At the shelter it was hard, but I’d
finally face the truth.
That’s why I chose not to go back;
live in fear and continue to be abused.

I no longer have to be his victim
or live an isolated life.
I can go anywhere now, see anyone
and be free, instead of being an abused wife.

Tomorrow, I move into my new apartment
and it’s almost like a dream.
My home will be free of violence,
my daughter and I will be a team.

I know that doors will begin to open
because things have already changed,
My daughter and I are much closer now,
and it never has to be the same.

It was here that I let the wall down,
I began to let someone in.
I took a risk at House of Ruth
and the healing started to begin.

A lot of things could happen here
in just thirty days
You may find yourself going in different directions
but eventually you’ll make your way.

Cathy and Christina
February 1, 1996